Monday, July 26, 2010

Sye suke die...

siape die~
ermmmm sye ta kenal die...
die related ngan kawan syer...
klw die lalu sebelah pon belum tentu ag sye nk pasan...
di sebabkan kenduri d rumah kawan sye...
baru sye dapat kenal dengan die...
now~
sye suke die... sbb diri die
sye suke die... sbb die
sye suke die... sbb die ta jd org laen
sye suke die... sbb die ta berpure-pure
sye suke die... sbb die wat sye happie
sye suke die... sbb die care ngan sye
sye suke die... tapi kadang-kadang sye takoot dengan die
sbb die garang... tp ngan sye die cube cool down...
sye suke die sbb die suke sye...
=)

tak nak ske die buleh... huhuhuhuuu...
sbb die related ngan kawan sye...
sye rase kawan sye pon ta mo ini terjadi
tp macam mane~ sbb sye pon da ske die skunk...
sorie my fren... =) sbb sye da ske die~
bulllehhhh~ takkk~ ..... (^_^)

Friday, July 9, 2010

~i don't understand~

i don't understand of wat i'm feeling inside
sad, unhappie, bored, afraid n restless...
i can't define wat i'm feeling right now...
confuse, crazy, clueless
n the matter is why this feeling is within me right now
is wat i don understand...
really don't understand
probably i don wanna leave
wanna stay here....
hmmm~ myb... myb...myb...
so stressful right now
the day nearly come to end
boring, down n wat ever negative feeling
i felt right now
i'm goin crazy i guess~ i hate dis
i hate it very much~
Please give me motivation~ coz i'm kinda loosing myself

T_T ='( -_-"

(aperlah yg aku merepek di atas ney... tulun~tulun~ out of my mind n my head lah... gilo suda ahak ahak ahak)

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

Please Bring Back Smile to Ur Face~

Senyum~ smile... it how to show tat u happie...
force a smile mean~ tat u try to cover up the unhappie thing from people
when u see ur face through a mirror... u should smile tat how u tell urself tat u r happie
even though ur chest feel heavy... an the burden on ur shoulder is too much...
n the sadness is all u feel right now
but when u smile at ur self... and laughing a lil bit...
trust me~ everything tat u felt will be lift up...
i noe it not easy~ but i been through a lot of thing in my life...
my fren once told me~ i may seem happie out side but in side... no bodies noes...
yeah~ i got to agree with my fren... i'm happie coz evrything tat around me
is make me happie~ sometimes... the problems tat i had.. bcome so simple...
coz i never look it in the hard way~ as i face the problems i will smile... crazie is it???
life is short~ as in the world exactly only have 3days...
yesterday~today~ n tomorrow...
even yesterday once more... it still can't be the same as yesterday...
if u understand wat i mean...
yesterday is all about yesterday n the day already pass u by
n today~ wat u had right know... finish everything today... coz today will be yesterday
n tomorrow~ we'll never noe wat will happen... we only can plaan wat to do for tomorrow
don't waste it~ just like tat... smile n laugh... get through everything...
gather urself be strong face the problems with the happie mind n happie heart...
myb u will find the way to solve ur problems...

ALLAH ader sebab membuatkan sesuatu itu berlaku... kerane die mahu kte berdoa~
dan memberi dugaan terhadap aper yang kter doakan... supaye kite tidak melupekan DIA

p/s: pagi tadi ader bicare subuh~ bile kite bangun tido jew... terus senyum~ tgk cermin gelak sikit... sikit jew taw... sebab dengan ini secare ta lansung kte telah menipu diri kite dengan mengatekan kite seronok bangun tido... heheheheh so we will start with good mood ok...
n bile gembire~ jiwe remaje... maksudnyer muder sentiase... terbaek wok...

Friday, July 2, 2010

~i need a fresh air~

menghirup udare segar... yang terbaek dari ladang...
aku harap sangat dapat pergi ke cameroon highland di waktu22 bergini
agaknyer benar kater orang... jangan lihat dari luaran...
hmm nampak jujur tp belom tentu jujurnyer...
kata-kata yang manis belom tentu ia madu... mungkin juga racun
racun yang membunuh dan menghancurkan kepercayaan
agaknye lepas nie memang susah aku hendak percaya kata-kata orang~
ianya amat mudah di lafazkan dan di nyatakan dalam keadaan
yang membuatkan kte terharu dan gembire
tp gembire yang di sangke kan berpanjangan rupenye hanya sementare
walaupun aku sudah menerime berita yang tak berape mengejut itu
dengan hati yang terbuka namun kenape dulu amat bersungguh
mencari hati aku yang sudah hilang lame dulu
dan skunk da hancur remuk dan ta ley di selamatkan lagi...
kali ini aku nk biarkan ia hancur... biarkan hatiku hilang...
tak perlu lah sesiape mencarikannya untuk aku...
memepercayai kejujuran seseorang skunk adalah mustahil
hmmm alamatnyer lambat ag la aku nak kawen ney...
maap la yer mama n abah~ hahahaha kawen??? aper tu...
tak tawu pon perkataan tu wujud lam dunie ney...
Skunk sye nak menghirup udare segar... sedalam dalam yang boleh
kemudian hembuskan~ hilangkan perkare-perkare yang aku tidak
mahu ia singgah di dalam hidup ku ini...
Sye da tak kisah~ plz don knocking on my door coz i will never open up!! =)

Thursday, July 1, 2010

~My Heart Hurt~

rase sakit sampai macam susah nak napas... naper nie aper yang berlakuuuu....
probsss datang... datang... n datang lagiiii...
sakitnyer rase~ macam mane nk solve sume prob ney...
i try to take deep~ very deep breath... so i can let go of everything
but i keep sensing something gonna to happen or will happen
is it to me or someone else...
Tolong lahh... tak mampu da nk tahan sedey kt hati ney...
let gooo~ plzzzzz let gooo.... i wanna be free again...
masalah.... u make me headache... n sakit jantung ney...
i'm hurting but i unable to cry
i keep pretending~ pretending like nothing happen
i force to smile n to laugh even though i don't want to...
kalau tak wat sume ney~ how can everybody around me be happie...
hope someday it will over~ winds plez take all the problems with ya...
the burdens is so heavy~ i unable to lift it on my shoulder anymore

p/s~ aku yang sengal sebenarnyer... don't trust people if u don't want tooo...